Poppysmic

Last night was completely way off chart! I mean, I think I've had enough with all the ideas of luring myself on night outs, parties and other vices. I can't actually pin-point which part of last night went wrong that I came to this realization on my way home. I had fun though, but, there's a big BUT that I can't explain myself and I know it's there. I guess, there'll be just time in your life where you'll get tired and bored with the sameness of everything you do.

I think it's good that I'm having all these realization now. I'm young and I can still completely change that cycle/habit or whatever it is you call. Anyway, I'll now completely devote myself to a healthier lifestyle. Wait. I don't think I can devote myself entirely. I don't think I can because of those damn junkies and comfort foods. I think I'll just do marathons instead of going to bars and chugging down a bottle of vodka. So yeah, heading to a little bit healthier me.

I can't completely take away night outs, it's still fun to do and a great stress reliever, it will just not be as often as before and not much drinking.